Elijah

I'm glad many liked the flyer trip yesterday.Old testement walktrhu was kinda boring.but i did learn something from it.Isn't Elijah a very very nice name?Of course it is!

Bloody pissed off

i duuno what they want but my mum dont want me to go for BIND programme.I really wanted to tear that piece of paper when she didnt allow.What else...My dad is like giving attitude and is so tempting me to do stupid things again.God go do what you want k?Whether i want or not i have to get through it.make it swift thanks.

Nice song(JaP)

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata wa
Doko de nani wo shiteiru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai
Nayami no kanae ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchiake rareru darou

Ima makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo
Shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shika nai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima wo ikiteiru
Ima wo ikiteiru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni
Tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu
Jibun to wa nani de doko e mukau beki ka
Toitsu dzukereeba mietekuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiaru keba ii no?
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite
Nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima ikiteiru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara
Osorezu ni anata no yume wo sodatete
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing
La la la, la la la, la la la
Keep on believing, keep on believing, keep on believing

Makesou de nakisou de
Kieteshimaisou boku wa
Dare no kotoba wo shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa Makenai de nakanai de
Kieteshimaisou na toki wa
Jibun no koe wo shinjiarukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi mo
Sakete wa torenai keredo
Egao wo misete ima wo ikite yukou
Ima wo ikite yukou

Haikei kono tegami yondeiru anata ga
Shiawase na koto wo negaimasu..





ENGLISH

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

Better now.

Today school was alright as usual.After school went to jamming studio myself cause the rest either can't or don't want.Went there,used the blessed room.Then started playing songs.Then suddenly Bronson came.Watched me drum awhile then started teaching me a little bit of drumming.
He's the most gayboy i ever seen.Then he gave me the honor to do the lucky draw and made me do the calling.HELD ME BACK AS I WANNA GO HOME ASAP!I picked GuoRui for the prize on purpose and jonathan's randomly. ahhaaa what a gayday.
Bye

It's raining

Satan I saw your intentions.Stay away,stay far far away!



It's "raining" so heavily.No shelter , in fact greater pain is round the corner.War is at my doorstep and It will start damn soon.


Satan! I won't allow you to tare my family apart.Get off.


Wouldn't it be nicer if life was just clean and green.Full of purity and no poverty.



Many asked " who will be there when I'm down " or " when i need help"

I'm telling you that no one was there for me when i was down and needed help.


It's raining and many would be asking or sharing their umbrellas.


NO one was there.



God i know you were there but you just stood there and let your Divine plan(god's will) go...

TING XIEEE

Thank you for today,you made me decide to do something.
Thanks so much

Farewell Cp

Farewell to dearest Yang.You've been a very kind and helpful person.You're worthy of my trust and you never failed.Bye and bless you so so much.Stay cool in Perth and tell your new friends what a great friend i am ^^.Nah joking

Today was alright once again.Went to Yang's house played hide and seek and just spend time with him.Looking forward to this sat PL outing.Look what God has done to our Bds cell group.



SVB VEZ , R WFMML DSZG'H TLMMZ SZKKVM GLNLIILD YFG OVGH GIB LFG
Paul if you see this tell this to the correct person

Solitude is still my favourite word.

Today was alright.I became the PL "Dm" ahaha.I'm starting to adjust into my new class enviroment.2weeks have past and i think this class has alot of problems.I don't know why God has set me in that class but still i will have to go to that class.Trying my very best to be consistent in doing my work.I'm getting the hang of it and i hope i can carry on this way.I don't miss my buddies from last year cuz i do get to see them here and there and i think it's rather fair enough

Should I or should i not.Paul decide for me please?

Whenever sang my songs , wishing they would be heard